About Me

Age

51

Israelite Identity

Yes, I'm a Physical Israelite

Experience

I came to Yah on April 8th of 2023.  Since that day, I have been a completely different person than I was before that moment.  That was a period in my life where I was struggling with so many things, and on that particular day, I had an experience that changed me forever.  I began having a panic attack in my garage (only the 3 one in my entire life).  For some reason, I started crying, but that cry (I could feel) was from the bottom of my soul.  I was whaling like a mother who had lost her child; it was DEEP and it was LOUD.  I didn’t know why I was crying like that, but I had NEVER cried like this before.  I was bent over a wooden chair trying to hold myself up, and I remember holding onto the chair so tight that it felt like my fingernails were digging into the wood of the chair.  Then I passed out and kept going in and out of consciousness.  Once I came back and it was like I was speaking a different language (or mumbling, is what I thought at the time it was happening).  My limbs and fingers had locked up from the panic attack, so I couldn’t move but was able to call 911 through my watch.  The ambulance came and physically got me back on my feet through the grace of Yah.  From that moment on, I knew I was now a child of Yah and have been worshiping him with all my heart from that day on.  Yah has changed me in so many ways, but I still have so much to learn. My biggest fear is hearing “Depart from me, I never knew you”.  My goal in life is to obey Him and worship Him, and pray that one day He will welcome me into his kingdom.

Registration

Nickname/Username

Tamara03

First Name

Tamara

Last Name

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Location

Owasso, OK

Church Membership

In Person Member, Online Member